Friday, March 18, 2011

hurmm...i miss her!..

mami, im wory bout u...please t8 care ur self....im afraid 2 losing u mami...
mami, syah jnji slagi syah hidup syah akan jge mami...

sbnrnye, mase kt PLKN aq dpat berita yg mama aq skit...mase 2 aq mcm orng gile!!!..smue yg aq buat smuenye x kene...yelah sape x tkowt mama sakit n nk kene operation...dh la aq kt PLKN...arghh!!...then, aq call awek aq(nurul fatihah bte abdul aziz), aq sruh dye tgk2kn mama aq...aq tawakal saje pde tuhan...tpi hati nie sentiasa sdih, wlaupun aq senyum 2 smue tuk sedapkn hati kawan2 aq kt PLKN..aq x nk dyeorng rsau psal aq...wlaupun msalah nie harus dkongsi tapi aq x nk...
then, satu hari 2 aq dh x boleyh pendam perasaan aq, aq menangis sorng2...aq ingt kwan2 aq x nmpk...tapi ade sorng kwan aq yg prihatin kt aq dye dtng kt aq...aq malu dgn dye..sbb aq jrng tgur dye wlaupun katil dye sblah katil aq tapi kteorng jrng btegur sbb aq ingt dye sombong...dye slalu buat kerja sndri...aq pulak pnah kcau2 dye...n bile dye dtng kt aq, aq rse segan sbb aq slalu kcau dye tapi dye snggup dtng n btanye msalah aq...mane kwan2 aq yg lain??...dye tnye kt aq "hey syah, r u okeyh??"...aq x jwab...pastu dye ckp lagi "hey syah, do u have a problem...dont be like this...share with me...if i can help i will help u.."
dari situ aq tahu hati dye ikhlas n btul2 nk tolong aq...aq pown cite psal masalah aq...
then dye ckap psal operation yg mama aq jalani...dye ckap smuenye akan bjalan dgn lancar...sbb mkcik sdare dye pown pnah kne operation jgk...dye ckap kt aq "dont wory syah, everything will gone be fine!!just pray to your god!!!just think positive, think that ur mother will sucsess during the operation..."
(will be continued....)